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Sometimes I write long things here and sometimes short. I never really know which way it's going to go until I'm done writing. I wish I had some terrible life to justify the way I feel. I wish I was being abused and bullied and hated on regularly to give me a reason. But there is no reason or rhyme. Nothing has happened, life is the same it's always been and yet I just feel lost in an endless void. I don't feel happiness or joy, sadness or fear. I'm just... Existing, numb to the world, to people, to anything really. I hurt myself last night, because I'm sick of my normal neurological pain, I just wanted to feel something, anything different to what I usually feel. I tried to OD at the beginning of this month, didn't really work out, but I cant stop thinking about it. I can't stop imagining all the ways I could end this suffering. All the ways I could finally be free.  No matter what I do, no matter if I do good deeds or bad, make someone laugh or cry, I
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Filthy American Here - Why I am leaving ABA therapy Part 2

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Jacob here again, story time is over and it's time to talk about where I am, how I'm currently feeling about this job, and why I'm leaving. Over in the UK, where the main author of this blog is from, ABA is banned as a form of child abuse. When I learned I was getting this job and excitedly told my friend I'd be helping autistic kids, I was stunned to find out he wasn't excited about me. After learning how the UK classified it, I looked deep into this for a bit. I needed to make money, but I wasn't going to participate in child abuse. I had 6 weeks of paid training, so I decided to keep researching, keep learning and see what happened. 
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Filthy American Here - Why I am leaving ABA therapy Part 1

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Hey, this is Jacob, I've contributed before to the politics and ADHD blogs, but this is a first for me. I do NOT have autism (that I'm aware of). I've had some suspicions in the past, but even if I do ADHD rules my life far more than any symptoms that make me consider Autism. Nevertheless, it has become a strong part of my life. About a year ago, my son was diagnosed. We knew he had ADHD already, but he was far from what I've dealt with and there seemed to be more issues than just ADHD. 
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Celebrating the Strengths of Autism: Unleashing the Power Within

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Autism is often associated with challenges, but it's time to shift our perspective and celebrate the remarkable strengths and talents that individuals with autism possess. Their unique way of experiencing the world brings forth a wealth of strengths that should be acknowledged and appreciated. In this blog post, we will explore and celebrate the strengths of autism, from their attention to detail to their creativity and problem-solving abilities. Let's dive in and uncover the incredible gifts that individuals with autism bring to our society.
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Navigating Life with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome: My Personal Journey

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 So, in this blog I generally like to try to stick to the topic of Autism, how it affects me, tips and tricks and sometimes we go into other topics surrounding neurodiversity. But today is another one of those days where I talk about my personal life, my struggles, successes and failures. 
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Seeking Extra Support: It's Okay Not to Be Okay

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Life can be challenging, and navigating the world as an autistic individual presents unique experiences and obstacles. While embracing our strengths and celebrating our differences is crucial, it's also essential to acknowledge that everyone, including autistic individuals, may face times when additional support is needed. In this blog post, we will discuss the importance of seeking extra support as an autistic person, recognizing when it's okay not to be okay, and understanding when and how to reach out for assistance.
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Finding Your Tribe: An Autistic Guide to Making Friends

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 Finding genuine connections and building meaningful friendships can be a fulfilling and rewarding experience for everyone, including autistic individuals. However, navigating social interactions can present unique challenges. In this blog post, we will explore the importance of finding the right people to be friends with as an autistic person and provide some practical tips to help you navigate the journey of building authentic connections and finding your tribe.
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