Loneliness

When I can't sleep at night I think, and when I think I always end up on the same topic and in turn the same conclusion.

I know that I'm not alone, I know there are other people in the world that are like me, but that isn't what I mean. When you read this you are all probably going to think the same think, and my answer to that would be I know, I know that there's more to life. But I can't help the fact that I crave someone, I don't care about sex, I just want someone to choose to be there for me. I have accepted that in unlikely going to have a long term partner, after all few people with my problems get that. It doesn't stop me from wanting it though, I get the fact that I'm only 18 and all that. I'm not naive I don't think I would get a girl and we'd be together forever. I guess the point of this post is to show you all that its not always okay. Nothings perfect and I don't think it would be right to make you all think that when you're children grow up everything will just be fine. 

There'll be hard times, times that you are shouted at, times that you're told you are hated. There will be times when you'll feel alone, but as parents, you need to remember that there are a lot of other parents just like you. You can reach out for help when ever you need it. Now back to the topic, how is it possible in a world with more than seven billion people in that any one of them can feel alone. The truth is every single one of them will feel alone at some point. If you ever see someone who seems like they need another person, just be there for them. You'd be surprised at how much it would mean.

Thanks for reading and as always, a little patience goes a long way,

Spec.