Another Sleepless Night
Well
here I am again not able to sleep, I have to admit that the inability
to sleep is my main problem with being on the spectrum, there are
many things that could bother me about being autistic, but lack of
sleep is one of the work aspects.
So
what is there to think about at two in the morning... the answer is
so much its unreal, in the beginning you start to think about one
thing, but then the train of thought goes to another, and another ,
and another.
Right
now I cant help but think about my place in the world around me, what
I was like in the past, what I am like now, what I will be like in the future. Will I ever get to do my degree, it is something that
I have wanted to do since I was young but right now it seems further
away than ever, I am emotionally and mentally unable to go through
the stress that it would cause for me to get a degree. I know that
the situation can change but I am still waiting to see the mental
health team who are the people that are tasked with assisting with
mental health issues as a whole. Maybe once I get to see them
everything will work out.
Thanks
for reading and as
always, try
to remember a little patience can go a long way,
Spec.
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